I’ve been thinking about this post’s title for a while now.We both know that y’all are going have first impressions🌚 based on what you see.But oh well today I had to disregard that!!Sometimes you need to dig a little deeper and not just something but what you see…Just saying🤷🏻♀️
Yes I do care about your opinions …I mean I always ask how you think I should improve my posts and all but naaah!!!Today I’ll ignore that because those are the only words in my head right now.So bear with me and try to see where I’m going with this.
First of all hey!!!🤗🤗How are ya!😉(Say it in Peter Griffin’s tone…very few will get this…oh well)😂😂I love this guy!!!
Anyway,I rarely say hey like generally even to my friends or people I’m used to. I’m not mean 🐥okay maybe a little but for the longest time I’ve always assumed stuff.Assumed oh he’s just fine..I mean I just saw him yesterday or oh what need is there to say hey when I can see your breathing just fine.
Yes shame on me!!Shaame!!(lol tbt to Cersei’s walk of shame)😫I miss G.O.T.Oh my God time is flying af!!It’s been what?Five months since I posted?Mehn!!I have no excuse but oh well here I am.Let’s get this show on the road.
Okay so back to my storo😌Those words(my title)were actually said to me by a girl👀 and are probably the only words that stood out most to me on that night.😂😂Oh God don’t get this wrong.I’ll tell you why.Here was a group of girls having a good time on a girls night out. First off!!☝🏼We were standing in the cold!!Unajua venye wasichana wanakuanga na mamoods aki.Hata nguvu ya kupeana complements sijui ilitoka wapi.We were supposed to be complaining of how it was taking so damn long to get into the damn club but naah!!!Instead it became an endless session of throwing complements as we acknowledged how we rarely did this.The funny thing was despite how fun the night was and how the events would be blurry the following morning that particular moment was so crystal clear to me.So that’s why I’m writing this at 2.00pm on my bed rather than the usual 2am that I’m always used to.(When I’m really woke!!)
So here I am!!!Finally writing !!!🥂🍾Who knew this would resuscitate me!
Coincidentally, what sermon did I listen to after?It was a sermon called Healing words.How words could have so much meaning in someone’s life but we never realize it.We always ASSUME (lol!!see what I did there)😂how someone is doing okay how they probably know they’re beautiful…how they know that you love them.But then again what do we lose If we constantly tell them🤔🤔Nothing bruh nadda!!💯💯
You see the thing about we humans…is that we are very susceptible to forgetting.Sometimes life takes a ton on us and some things increasingly become insignificant or we probably never have time for them.But then why do we forget that those words oh you smell great this morning or oh you’re so smart have such great meaning to someone else.No no don’t get me wrong.There’s a difference between knowing your worth by not basing it on people’s opinions but there’s also great great power in reminding people of their good.
I feel like our current world has become so heartless(me included😕)that only savage comments are praised!That we would rush our eyes to see nasty comments and bashes on people’s turmoil but when they prosper we do not want to acknowledge it.We don’t want to congratulate them!!!😂I love this song btw…by Post Malone.
That’s just crap mahn that’s just crap!!If you can’t appreciate someone elses success how then will you succeed?Aren’t we meant to build each other!!!😫😫why why did we forget that we all start somewhere and you can’t rise higher without holding each other’s hands.When did we become so absorbed into our egotistic selves that we forgot to be thankful of those we have around us and what we have.
So I decided to say no to assumptions from now henceforth.Lol!!!You should have seen how surprised my boyfriend was when I told him I think he’s hot!!I mean daaa!!I always thought he knew that!He was like you never say that.I just said it.And yes you who is reading this I think you’re beautiful.I probably may not know you but I know you mean a lot to someone even If the person hasn’t said it yet.You define your own beauty.That black spot that developed under your lip!!(lol this is me)Is beautiful!!!It’s what makes you different from Kyra or Anastasia or anyone else.And yes I know you don’t need to be told you’re beautiful for you to know!!!I say fuck it!!!That’s what we try to make ourselves believe!!
YOU NEED TO BE ‘REMINDED‘ you are.You need to be reminded that yes its not fine now but keep pushing it will be okay eventually.You need to be told that you’re smart because you came up with that answer even If its the first time you found an answer.No one else did!!!So you’re smart in that regard.
You need to be reminded that even though you’re not the best dancer…I would sit down to watch you dance because you make my days!!!Even If your voice sucks as hell…the intent and meaning with which you sing the song surpasses all vocal pains my ears would have to bear…😂(Shiiiit😱 I’m becoming deep…😂Lorraine I know you will comment on this)
What better way is there to spend this short life than with the people who make you happy.
I rarely tell my mum I love her!!Honestly I rarely tell anyone what I feel.I guess that has to change.
I LOVE YOU MARY MUTHONI❤️❤️❤️(my mum)Even If I thought you always knew that.
I really hope this made sense to someone just even one person!!And If you’d like to throw a shout out to someone on my comments go ahead!!❤️
🤗and thank you for all those who’ve supported me in my blogging and generally everything.
But most especially
God loves you💕💞